Agoraphobia - Deerhunter
June 2010
May 2010
it just throws me into this kind of lazy funk that I can’t get out of.
So I know this year’s resolution has been to write one truth about myself every day, and so far I’ve been able to do that! But I just had an idea and I have to type it down for next year’s.
2011: take a picture of the sky (weather) every day
Well how about you start by making your own decisions even if your brain tells you not too. No studying, no finals to worry about. Just me, my best friend, a bunch of our good buddies, and the open road. DTLG? Sounds like a great plan! Even though the only thing there is Powell’s…Hicks&Umunhum? Perfect, except neither of the cars will probably make it up there. Verona Park?! Okiedokes, $6 parking and $2 train ride. Oh, and we have to leave like right after. So much for exploring! But I don’t know. I’ve never felt so free in my life. So maybe I’ll spend a few extra hours awake on a sunday night studying/making spanish vocab cards. And maybe I’m 12 bucks short from yesterday. And maybe I won’t even be able to go outside tomorrow. But that’s okay. Because it was worth it. We wasted time, barely even had an actual intellectual conversation, but we felt infinite.
I love those days when all you need is a 3OH!3 CD and a sun roof to have the time of your life.
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I WILL NOT SCREW MYSELF OVER.
I seriously do. From the ages of about 7-14, I collected those pencils non-stop. I’m pretty sure I’ve spent over $200 on them. It’s crazy, but it’s nice to find them sitting under my sister’s bureau and looking at all of them. I miss collecting them. A whole bunch. And I just know they’ll be worth something some day!
for some RPATZ SPAM…
I haven’t done this in a long time and I think it’s about time that I look through some beautiful pictures of him, yes?